It’s my deepest dream come true.
I feel my expansive belly, the warmth as my hand glides over my full curves, and I begin to weep. I’ve wanted this for so long…..
In fact, I went through a very dark time in my mid 30’s where I thought I actually couldn’t get pregnant. I thought something was wrong with me.
Turns out, it was the wrong partner. My body knew…..
And now it’s here.
Creation at it’s most profound….human life.
Can you feel it?
How real it is?
Do you see it?
This is my future. I’m planting the seed.
As I sit here and write to you, I can feel my soft flat belly……there is no life in there right now. Not yet.
But I know there will be….
And it all began with a work of Art.
I’m a huge fan of Feng Shui. When I was single, my consultant, Josiah Bouricius, came to my little 300 square foot apartment in Astoria and helped me turn that space from a single woman’s hideaway to a single woman CALLING IN her man.
I got rid of water in the bedroom, moved my mirror so it wasn’t reflecting on my bed, took down the single woman photos and art, and added vibrant color where needed.
Most importantly, I added inspiration.
And not just any inspiration, but one of the most famous works of art reproduced today,
Gustav Klimt’s The Kiss.
Every day, I would wake to the luscious image of a woman being cherished and adored, held in a passionate embrace, and I would feel into it. Every night, I would look at it, and close my eyes, imagining connecting with the generous heart of my man.
And then one day….that amazing man walked into my apartment, professing love, and the single woman was no longer alone.
From Klimt to reality, WOW.
Josiah came to my new home in NJ, and while we originally hung the Klimt in our bedroom, Josiah recommended our next future vision.
So, I went searching online, and on Pintrest found this incredible artist,
Katie M. Berggren.
Her work took mine and my man’s breath away. Every image was an ode to motherhood, to the beauty of children, and to family.
Her swirls of color, softness, and magic spoke directly to what we both desired.
So I ordered one of her stretched canvas prints, and it arrived last night.
Holding each other in an embrace, my man and I took in the image.
We felt the image.
And were inspired.
Today I woke, and sat on my bed, staring at the faces, serene and pure, feeling into this greater love.
And tonight, I will imagine calling in these children to me, feeling their hearts, much like I did early last year, staring at the Klimt.
This the the power of Art.
It’s magical really.
Did you know you could create this?
Did you know you have the power to create change in your audience’s lives?
Klimt did for me….and I can’t wait to send a thank you card to Katie Berggren when my belly is swelling with life.
It’s so easy to forget what is possible with our work.
And I get it! There were definitely many days I felt so discouraged from another failed audition. I would show up so ready to wow the casting directors, putting on my vibrant leotard, only to be wiping back tears of confusion and embarrassment an hour later after being cut.
I can remember doing a summer production of “Bells Are Ringing” way back in my late 20’s where I was counting down the days until the contract was over. I hated the theatre, felt completely disrespected by the creative team, and the audience’s were small. My role was laughable, and I was not challenged at all.
Was I really making a difference?
It can be really discouraging to put so much of ourselves into our work, and not see the return we desire.
So, what can you do?
I invite you to remember.
Remember WHY you came to your Art in the first place.
I remember the last time I was a Rockette, I did a ton of PR. I did many radio and TV interviews, and also did meet and greets with audience members after the show.
I remember before one show coming in and seeing this little girl, all dressed up with her mother, clutching her program and a pen.
When she saw me, her whole face lit up. Beaming, she held out her program and pen, asking me to sign it, saying,
When I grow up, I want to be a Rockette too!
I had to blink back tears, because at that point I was in my early 30’s and really starting to feel the pull of motherhood. But what struck me most, was her open energy, and even more so, the OPPORTUNITY I had as an Artist to make an impact on her.
As I took in her flushed cheeks, I remembered being 11 years old, and staring wide eyed from my seat in the London Theatre as Cats danced and sang all around me.
Because of that production, I went into musical theatre as a profession.
What could happen for this little girl in this moment?
Could this be the seed planted for her, connecting to her deepest desire?
Not only did this moment remind me of WHY I became a dancer in the first place, but reminded me of the impact I have on my audience.
And that special moment also gave me inspiration to dance my best on stage.
It’s actually a loop of energy.
Your connection to your audience is paramount.
Are you feeding this inspiration?
Do you know what they need?
Do you know what they like?
What struck me most in my experience buying from Katie Berggren was her personal touch. Not only did she email me directly, she also sent me a separate envelope with her line of greeting cards, a personally written thank you, and her promo materials.
Her customer service was impeccable. She knew exactly what I needed.
I felt so supported by the entire experience, so that when the time came to hang the print last night, my man and I felt not only connected to the Art, but also the Artist.
Because of that, I will recommend her to everyone.
Katie is planting the seed.
Much like those dancers did in Cats for me when I was 11.
Much like I did for that little girl backstage….
Your work matters.
Art has the power to create change.
It even has the power to create life.
Katie shared with me her artwork has been hung by many women, desiring to be mothers, and has helped them to become pregnant.
So, come back to your inspiration today.
Remember WHY you became an Artist, feed your inspiration, and CONNECT with your audience.
It’s a loop of energy.
If you don’t know what they need or like, find out.
Let the relationship blossom.
Plant the seed.
And watch new life begin.